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Yesterday, I cried.
for all the days that I was too busy,
or too tired, or too mad to cry.
I cried for all the days, and all the ways,
and all the times I had dishonored, disrespected,
and disconnected my Self from myself,
only to have it reflected back to me in the ways others
did to me the same things I had already done to myself.
I cried for all the things I had given, only to have them stolen;
for all the things I had asked for that had yet to show up;
for all the things I had accomplished, only to give them away,
to people in circumstances, which left me feeling empty,
and battered and plain old used.
I cried because there really does come a time when
the only thing left for you to do is cry.
Yesterday, I cried.
I cried because little boys get left by their daddies;
and little girls get forgotten by their mommies;
and daddies don’t know what to do, so they leave;
and mommies get left, so they get mad.
I cried because I had a little boy,
and because I was a little girl,
and because I was a mommy who didn’t know what to do,
and because I wanted my daddy to be there so badly until I ached.
Yesterday, I cried.
I cried because I hurt. I cried because I was hurt.
I cried because hurt has no place to go
except deeper into the pain that caused it in the first place,
and when it gets there, the hurt wakes you up.
I cried because it was too late.
I cried because it was time.
I cried because my soul knew that I didn’t know
that my soul knew everything that I needed to know.
I cried a soulful cry yesterday, and it felt so good.
It felt so very, very bad.
In the midst of my crying,
I felt my freedom coming,
Because…
Yesterday, I cried
with an agenda.
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“So beautiful. So many times I have cried, wanted to cry, or have been depressed. So many times I wished I could see the happiness of situations, but now I see that everything was for a reason.”
Isn’t it awesome though when we are shown the reasons?! I always hope for that…that the what is hidden will always be revealed.
Beautiful. Thanks for sharing.
“We all need to cry with an agenda at times, yes?! Glad you liked the poem. Iyanla Vanzant is one of my absolute favorite authors!”
“Nice poem, its just so touching, goes right into my heart. I just shared to my Facebook wall, I hope other people will find it so interesting.”
Hi Rachael! Thank you for sharing it! Sorry for the delayed response…I’ve relocated and moving has kept me super busy! Hope to see you again soon on TMS! 🙂
Very profound. It illustrates what pain can do and some ways to deal.
So so true! XoXo